
Looking back on my life, I think the whole time I was being taught to wait.
In retrospect it was not a bad thing.
Some years ago, I wrote a short story about a broken robot named Walker, its what he did, walked.
Due to a delusional condition caused by a programing error in his momentum sensors, he was compelled to walk.
In his delusion, he felt that by jumping in to the air he would allow the ground beneath his feet to rush by.
The longer he could stay in the air,the farther he could go.
There were times you could see Walker just jumping in place,eyes closed and a smile on his face.
After writing this i really wondered what compelled this image? What gave momentum to this forward motion?
From this question came something earlier I would wonder about. “Where in the hell do i go when i day-dream?”
Day-dreaming in class,sixth grade. the doldrums of our youth.
This elementary school memory and short story converged into the ‘door way’ for my imagination.
I found that over the years,I was in training with the amount of waiting I did, I was Walker.
I was learning to jump in the air.